18.03.2026
淡 is my music - in some sense, then, really ornamenting silence - barely, but still. The least I can add, like the smallest lamp which brings light to a room.
I shouldn't worry about my music being empty.
18.03.2026
淡 is my music - in some sense, then, really ornamenting silence - barely, but still. The least I can add, like the smallest lamp which brings light to a room.
I shouldn't worry about my music being empty.
27.04.2026
Malay proverb: "Di mana bumi dipijak, di situ langit dijunjung" ("You should hold up the sky of the land where you live")
It was an honour to contribute a little intermezzo "keeping company" for the concert of the Freiburger Kammerchor, in between the cantata "Ich hatte viel Bekümmernis" and the Osteroratorium of my colleague J. S. Bach. When I received the commission, I replied that I would try to compose the small piece of ginger between two sushis, give a little air between the two large Bach works.
As a composer, my job is to serve the people, the musicians, the audience, isn't it? And not the other way around? When I bow, I thank the musicians and the audience for having entrusted me with their valuable time, time they will never get back.
And so in this concert I felt that we all came together - the choir, the orchestra musicians, the conductor, the composer, the organisers - and wanted to make music together, and we did. The music felt so alive, perhaps because of the will of the people making the music. It was not about perfection, but about coming together, spending the time together.
11.05.2026
I find it impossible to believe in a beauty which necessitates me ignoring the violence, oppression, and injustice which were involved in its birth.
Can I believe in the beauty of a model who underwent extensive plastic surgery to make themselves prettier, knowing that they are tormented by eating disorders?
Can I believe in the beauty of a building or structure, knowing it was built by slaves?
I cannot believe in a beauty which destroys the spirit of life.
14.05.2026
It doesn't have to be Anything
just because it should be Something
It should be itself because it needs to be itself
And it should be strong.